一，迷失

我来到了一个无人的一座荒岛，荒岛上只有虫鸣的交响曲，就连一个人影也不见。在这一大片森林里，我到底要怎样找到返回家里的路途呢？绕了半日，还是在原地踏步。终究这里是哪里，着还是个谜。

我好像真的迷失了自己，视力被眼前的浓雾给模糊了。我，到底在干什么？

蔚蓝的天空顿时乌云密布，老天爷似乎在为我的选者而发怒了。豆大的雨滴稀里哗啦的落在我的脸上，此刻泪水与雨水搅混在一起，只觉得嘴角有着淡淡的咸味。这场大雨，落在我的身上，污泥污迹全都被大雨冲去，头脑经过雨水的清洗，觉悟了。

离乡背井，是对是错？

<To be continue>

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每一天都有种说不出的快活，身体很不有自主地摆动着起来，因此我有个新绰号“Hyper Active”, 其实我认为啊，只要一天站在这青青草原上，就应该要好好享受每一天的生活。因为今日不知明日事，或许今日也是我与你最后一次的见面也说不定。

每天的每天，都抱有一种娱乐感，享用自己的烂更，笑声去感化身边的朋友们。我，就，是，爱，大大声，的，笑!!!!

美中2011年文娱晚会得到许多的好评！

台上一分钟，台下十年功。每一位表演者都尽心尽力地把文娱晚会做到最出色，最完美。幕后工作人有的默默帮忙也成功的让表演者成功地在台上绽放光芒。劳心劳力的汗水终于得到心中一直以来所期许的成果，眼眶溢满着幸福，开心，不舍的泪水。

从开始一路走来到今天，彼此也从不认识成了无话不说的朋友。从开始我们练习对白，动作，脸部表情，录音，直到上台演出……不知何时我们还能在相聚，不知何时我们无意中念起某句相关的对白，这些点点滴滴会不会让我们的回忆更加深刻？

辛苦练习，只为了三天的表演。三天表演后，我们就得专注课业，遇见彼此是不是只以微笑带过？大家热情的泪水终于在这一刻决堤了。

好潇洒的一个片段，戏剧就从此告一段落。
=)

Drama teams ROCK!!!!

你知道吗？

故事背后的故事，

微笑背后的痛楚，

成功背后的努力，

事情背后的泪水。

=(

近日

眼睛就像挂着十斤重的石头，不停使唤地打不开自己那双疲惫的双眼。
一大堆的东西接二连三地在同一个时间里发生，我忙得不可开交。
原来，我才发现时间真的很不够用。
何时我才能让一天从24小时变成48小时？又或许我有个“Time Freeze”的魔法那也不错。

不要对我期望太高太苛求，因为我也是个人 我不是那个完美无瑕的器械人。

没有为了大家而思考过的自私的人，每天只会找寻藉口迟到早退，你可不可以为大局着想？

现在的挑战，一天比一天更艰难，我一定要咬紧牙关撑到最后-

我有好多好多好多的苦水，埋怨，都说不清。
好想一次过把心里的不愉快都解放出来，像马桶般把它们给冲走。
事情结束后，就是成长的新的旅程。往后还有更多的日子等着我来走。
人生是人走出来的，而不是命运冥冥中的安排。

当你在何时看见我疯狂大笑时，请不要阻止我，因为那正好是我发泄的最好方法。
笑，可以使人忘记暂时的不愉快。
=)

有些话，还是选者说给自己听

最近好烦好烦，心快要承受不住那种压迫感。
好想告诉全世界，我好不快乐。

有些话，我选者说给自己听；这些就是故事背后的故事。
为什么我的度量就是不能阔大些？为什么我就是那么地死心眼？
随着时间的流逝，对你的恨，不是转淡而是增加。
有时自己也控制不住自己的内心，真想给你一拳来个了断。

好像说，对不起。
等到哪天，我对你的怨恨会 magically disappear.
但是，这天的到来又有谁会晓得呢？

对不起。

开学日

两个星期的假期，一眨眼，真的过了。

明天就是开学的日子。

好想念班上陪我嘻嘻哈哈，大吵大闹的猪朋狗友。

好想说烂更笑话给他们听，让他们笑得连“三条线”都掉下来。

好期待自己的成绩，相信这次的努力应该会换来我所望的成果吧。

今天，以是六月，即将七月。

可怕的 PMR 又要来临了，这件事让我几乎抓狂。

修剪了头上的杂草，让我觉得焕然一新。

刘海不再紧贴着额头，额头也觉得格外清爽。

还想说，

朋友们，明天我这就来迎接我们的开学日。

时不时来个烂更，应该不会感到沉闷了吧？

=)

其实，我想给大家一个大大的微笑！

=)

写给远方的你们

黑漆漆的夜空，我似乎迷失了方向。

我懵懵懂懂地走近另一个世界。

伸手不见五指的地方，我点燃了一根蜡烛，

继续往前方前进。

回忆，在脑海里回荡着……

远方的你们，还好吗？

我独自一人回到了这里，显得很空虚。

何时我们才能齐齐整整的坐在这里，谈笑风生？

这里没有你们的声音，更加凸显出这里的陌生。

每每想起小学的你们，心里总有种不舍的感觉。

有时，我几乎压抑不住自己的冲动

想把你们给约出来，来补过之前三年我们的失约。

六年的同窗，那种已经建立起来的友谊

就犹如一块巨大的保卫墙

就有如纯酒般

越久越香濃，越就越浓郁。

远方的你们，大家都还好吧？

原来，你们都还在。

我的思念，我们的回忆

原来还在你我的心里。

Nothing

Hello readers, I have being random today. I like to blog for no reasons although there is nothing special happened. But, just have the mood to blog now. So, I'm glad to be part of blogger, I enjoy reading others' blog and also enjoy writing blog, writing is the best way to express out my feelings.

Nothing to talk about actually, so goodbye readers. =)

What's wrong with me?

Today I accidentally deleted my blog. -.- and luckily I restored it. I tried many blogskins for my blog. But I think minima white is most suitable for it. Today is a holiday which replace the holiday yesterday, Labour Day. I slept until 8 o'clock this morning, satisfied. =)

After woke up, I rushed to my living room and played PS3 until around 10 o'clock? I know exam is around the corner, my mum is nagging me about that. But, where am I? I lost myself... I'm still busy with games, or even facebook. I will start studying by today, because I don't feel like playing this year, PMR! PMR is killing me, it grab away my time to have fun with them.

And, my face suddenly popped out so many pimples, I have no idea how would they appeared. I'm trying to get rid of them, but it seems hard. It's something like red dot on my face if you look at me at a far distance. I hope one day, they will automatically disappear. 

I have been playing for almost 3 days without doing homework, studying, projects or whatever... I think it's time to do my homework. Bye, readers. Will be updated after my exam. =( 

I'm still strong to overcome them (books)!!

What's wrong with me today? 

to someone(for the one who I wrote in my last last post) : don't try to challenge me, or else you will see something explode crazily in front of you!

I enjoy my day today! =)

感触良多

天上的星星不说话

地上的娃娃想妈妈

天上的眼睛眨呀眨

妈妈的心啊鲁冰花

他，热爱歌唱。一心希望能够以唱歌来赚取钱财来医治患得肝癌的妈妈。今天他站在舞台上，脸颊两旁早已被泪水侵蚀。原本妈妈打算从老远的地方过来支持自己的孩子，但是天不助他人，尽然在这时肝癌发作…… 

他知道妈妈在线上，妈妈希望他唱这首《鲁冰花》给她听。儿子的声音显得非常剔透，妈妈句句听在耳里。妈妈泪落了，通过电话，声音在哽咽着。她希望儿子能够努力唱歌，在舞台上发光发热。妈妈永远支持着他，爱在心中萌芽。

站在舞台上的他，心情依然不能平复。曾经何时，他想过要放弃。但是，在妈妈多番的支持下，他唱了。他用尽生命来唱起这首歌，生命在歌里燃烧，唱出了他的心声。感动的泪从眼眶里落下，这是歌唱界的最高境界。

他，没有为了唱而唱。他是为了妈妈而唱。全美里，全世界都在为你祈福，癌症没什么好怕的，坚持着自己的信念，我相信你可以战胜癌症！儿子最终得到了，一万元的奖金。这一刻，才是最动人的一刻。

在听着《鲁冰花》的你，有什么想对你的生母说的吗？

家乡的茶园开满花

妈妈的心肝在天涯

夜夜想起妈妈的话

闪闪的泪光鲁冰花

《鲁冰花》

@#$%^&*&#$%

You think who you are? I know you're good in sport, and I know you're such a famous people. But, can you don't hurt others by saying out those words? YOU THINK WHO YOU ARE!? How will you feel if you are them? If someone talked to you like that...

"Hey, go away, don't poisoned my table. you're so dirty and smelly! GO AWAY!"
"Your food is not really nice, so i threw it. SORRY."
WT fish!

You don't ever think about others' feelings. You think you did this and everyone will praise you are brave or amazing? OMG, you're too naive! and pls take a mirror and look into it. You're not a handsome people too, + your heart is already controlled by the devil.

One day, you will get back what you did to others. then you will feel, how sad they are after being hurt by you. I know I'm not in the position to scold you or whatever, but your words really made me mad. Don't try to insult others as I know you are PERFECT!

guys, don't care whatever he said. His mouth is so smelly, so I think he might not brushing his teeth everyday. YOU, don't try to hurt my friends anymore, they're not a ball that you can play with.

严重的感冒

最近不知道什么西北风把我也给染上了感冒，眼红鼻酸那种痛苦只有我才知道。简直就是比上山锅，下油海还要痛苦好不好？鼻涕会不由自主地从你的鼻孔留下来，不时就要用卫生纸替它“善后”。

嘿，鼻涕们，你们不小了 有些事为什么还要劳烦我这个主人替你们擦鼻涕？难道你们不觉得羞耻吗？是时候给长大，然后去看看这美丽的世界了。总之，不要来骚扰我 -

细细簌簌，那种挤鼻涕，吸鼻涕的声音，都让我觉得好不自在哦。谢谢爸爸给我吃了一粒维他命Ｃ，现在感觉舒服多了。鼻子也在受控制当中……不会那么不听话了。

Flu, get away from me.

Out of control

Everything is like out of control, out of my expectation...
I told myself not think too much, but those things are not controlled by me and automatically popped out in my mind.
I try to stop them, but it can't.
My life is something unstable, gonna fall down from a tall building.
If time can goes back, i wish to back to primary 6.
I miss them badly, they were always be there when i need a listener, they will always be the one who know my things. And, I can hardly feel emo when they're around me.
I never said secondary school life is not good. But, primary school is always the best choice for me if time may goes back.
I know that's impossible, but these are just part of my memories, an unforgettable and memorable memories.
They colored my life, they made my life becomes colorful.
My brain is full of my primary school memories, and it makes me hard to focus on my project now. RAWR!
guys, everyone of you are already part of my life, i will never forget about you unless i have disappear in this world.
my mind, is out of control...
friends, you're reserved in my heart and nobody can replace it. RAWR '.'

妈妈说

今天外婆的肛门旁生了一道痔疮，这是姐姐在外婆上厕所是无意中发现的，她立即禀报此事给妈妈知道。妈妈不管三七二十一，立刻冲去厕所看个究竟。原来，痔疮上还有少许的濃，可见外婆肯定很疼吧！可是她的表情并没表露出一丝痛楚，这就是我爱逞强的外婆 =(

妈妈带外婆去诊所，医生说先让药物控制住外婆的痔疮，如没好转，在倒回来。外婆都已经80岁了，还要让她承受这种疼痛，身为孙子的我们真是心有余而力不足啊！妈妈的样子也显得非常之忧虑，犹如热锅上的蚂蚁般，坐立不安。

“咪，做么你今天出去这么久，我都快饿扁了！”我脸上带有几分不满。
“今天，妈咪带外婆去看医生，她的屁股旁长了个痔疮。唉～”妈妈还刻意拉长她的叹气声。
“噢……”
“人生啊，就一定会经历生老病死，所以想做的事情就得赶快去做，时间是不会为你一个人而停下脚步。像妈咪这样，想读书都不能咯！你啊，应该趁年轻时多读点书，那么长大才不会后悔，知道吗？” 妈妈一边抹桌子，一边以老人家的口吻对我说。
“噢……知道了。诶，咪 以后如果你老了，你屁股生痔疮，你会逞强不告诉我吗？”我满怀期待地追问妈妈。
“当然不会咯，我一定会第一时间要你带我去诊所把它给治好！”妈妈微笑着说。
“那就好！呵呵！”

怎么说，我觉得妈妈说得很有道理。别看她平常罗罗嗦嗦的，讲起道理来，可就一鸣惊人！
我不会后悔，因为我会把握现在，为以后铺上更美好的路程。

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

希望外婆能早日康复，混蛋痔疮也可以赶快去除掉！=)

Vampire

I like to watch vampire movies nowadays. I have been watching the movies for 2 days! Recently, I have been feeling very tired because I watched the movie until 12pm or 1am last night. RAWR plus, i was having my sejarah tuition this morning. I fell asleep during the tuition...

Vampire, who with the two long and sharp teeth. They love bloods, they suck bloods. They cannot live without blood. RAWR! 

I WANNA BE A VAMPIRE, GRR, RAWR!

贝诺；爱

这里是他最熟悉的地方，他闭上双眼，再次用心去感受这个故乡；微风轻掠他粉嫩的脸颊，把脸上的泪痕也随风而逝。他，贝诺独自一人在这儿，无亲无故，朋友更是对他的身世而远离他三公里外。原来，年仅13岁的他早就对人世间的一切看破了。

踩在脚下的木片，是爸爸一片又一片地方上去，为我们盖上一个温暖的家园。如今，脚下的木片个个都已布满灰尘。这些尘埃也似乎为我的心灵盖上了一层布，蒙蔽了这里的一切。爸爸，贝诺好想回到从前，可是这已是个回不了的从前。洋溢在眼眶的泪水，不约而同地滴在陈旧的照片上……贝诺，你要坚强点。

贝诺在人来人往的人群中，变得安静。
受尽委屈的他现在只想以死解决一切……

蔚蓝的天空不再晴空万里；

温暖的家乡不再温暖如前；

在黑暗中看不见援手的曙光；

他看见的只有灰暗的世界……

何时，我才能像海鸥一样，到处飞翔……
大家，贝诺说：“来生再见，爸爸的爱永远都在贝诺心里……”
泪；落了

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i love you

i like your smile. *wink* =)

short update.

i have nothing to blog about just have the mood to update my blog. hi, readers, here I come again. today is the second post i updated. have a thing to share with all of you. yesterday was yu you ling's birthday. we celebrated her birthday at school yesterday which is organized by her partner, Roland Kian. roland put much effort on this birthday, finally he successed. cheer for it, man. yu you and hern followed my car and went to school, they wanna give her a big surprise!

we waited at canteen for roland's preparation,btw, yu you didn't know our plan! finally, ga sing asked her and brought her to band room corner. and this really really really surprised! shirley played a birthday song with her trumpet. wow, yu you shocked and her face is like-oh-my-god. roland brought his blueberry cake down and put on the table. then, she made a wish and then blowed up the candles.

wahahaha, yu you's face was full of cream. after that, we went to eat and back. yu you, happy belated birthday and i hope you had a blessed birthday yesterday. besides that, kills ur fats by exercising. fat!

happy belated birthday, yu you!
fruity-eggtard!

i used to smile, but it doesn't mean im happy.

there's a fake smile lies on my face.

='(      yes, the way i cried -